Utter Chaos of my Will

[Darkishwolf ♥]

Note to self
I miss you terriby
this is what
we call a tradegy
come back to me
back to me
to me..


What have I done?
Its not love....
I have his pup..
and theres many more to come
I should've never talked about Torin..
He must die now
or I and my future kin shall perish
me or him.
I chose my own fate
I have become one of them..
I'm an assasin
a cold blooded killer
My mind has been
ripped apart by this
I still have control
but now its done...
I'm to kill him.
Even if I'm not being
forced phisically.
I'm stronger tha him
Torin.
I have no heart
that belongs to Vlorent now..
even if it was taken away..
No wonder my parents did what they did
they knew i was evil
why they hurt Torin too
I don' understand
they hated both of us but
i can accept that now
poor Torin....
I hope he will have someone worthy
of missing him...
I will never count..